20060317

VERY VERY VERY HAPPY

lol i am sooooo happy hahaha past few days has been great but today is for me so hahaha nvm...erm i tink i won't tell ya'll why i am happy haha coz i was close to the girl i like! hahaha lols but i shall nt tell you all hahaha today was very meaningful...erm i woke up at abt 11.30pm rather early for my standards hahaha and i was dotaing all the way till 4+ i tink quite unhealthy i tink i am gonna quit dota soon haha...den i was chatting wif a friend...nice guy though slightly against christianity...we were talking abt love...haha a topic which every person would wanna know abt and yea talked for like abt half and hour or more and i am just happy dat i managed to even reach deeper into him though he isn't a christian but at least i cleared some things up abt christianity to him and yea he will be in my prayers..love love love... wad do u guys think abt dat? what does it mean to u? i tink love is nt some word we can juz play ard and i tink today was a day when God juz hit me with the word love out of nowhere haha and i guess true love is nt wad everyone makes it out to be... like and love is what confuses people... for me like is juz a crush and nth serious abt but love...i figured dat God was trying to show me wad true love is... and i tink dat is the love from God...today messenge by ps jeanne really spoke to me... am I in the spiritual ring to fight for him or am I just a spectator well i guess i am neither here nor there...yea a bomb for Jesus...whoever dats reading this... haha frankly i wonder how many readers...pls give ur comments on what is love to you...u can leave it anonymous haha i dun mind....last thing i tink dat was really great was haha sry for repeating haha i was CLOSE to her hahaha soooo happy haha... though i was closer to her be4 but haha need to cultivate a habit of saying hello or hi to her hahaha... i guess onli my kor and jie knoes but haha dey are nt gonna tell anyone haha... dey are brilliant haha especially my God-sis helping me through my tough times haha i am happy dat i got 3 wonderful sis n bro haha...though sometimes problematic wahahahahhahaha jokin haha dun get offended ah haha...yea tis whole week has been great and i haven touched my hmwk man gotta do tml or else i die hahaha...
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